So i became friends with a Brazilian girl from Uni in Janurary. She is around nineteen. We became close friends really fast. I admit i have a knack of doing that. Getting close too fast. Big mistake, considering my tendencies of getting sick of them just as fast.

Anyways, she was  like the little sister i never had, and it was nice having her around most of the time as i was living on my own. However, I began to realize her gurlie gurl attitudes towards the end of last month, and quite frankly, i just reached a point where im just fed up. When a gurl/woman is constantly trying to make herself attractive on the eyes of all, she ends up losing touch with her true self  and well, she ends up becoming a complete show off. Then again you can just come down to one conclusion - the girl is insecure. Dont read that much into it. 

Lastly, i hate when girls use other girls to make themsevles socially appealing to others. A.K.A - the ‘gang’ of hott gurls. Calling eachother baby, sweety, and buying bikinis for one another. Mushy talk. Urgh. I mean if she is my friend, she probs thinks im attractive. Compliments to me. If she didnt she wouldnt be my friend. But thats not the point.

Point is, I’m a woman who does not need to use the physique of others to upgrade myself in social scenes. And women who do that irritate me. Unfortunatly she does this all the time. Its rediculous. She is a pretty girl, but I have seen gorgeous women who simply dont behave that way. No i am not jealous of this person. I just always thought that true friendships tend to differentiate their friends from one another, giving individual importance and attention. But yes, enough bickering.

Night everyone